Aug. 10th, 2005 @ 02:51 pm
I think if we knew, we'd be geniuses
We stopped? Oh, yeah, I know that. I'm still waiting for you to post in our Zidane/Kuja/Mikoto one...and I believe Irvine and Benjy are just not anywhere near others, sooooo...yeah. That's why I haven't been posting...
*sighs* Yeah, about that, sorry. School started for me when I was going to reply as Sabby, and I've been busy since. I'll make sure to reply tonight. Both as Sabby and Paine.
I did reply, or so I thought.
I try to keep reminding myself to post, but since school's starting for some of the community here, it should be expected for the Roleplaying to slow down a bit.
Yeah.. but to a standstill? My comm is suffering the same fate, but some people have just stopped caring in my group.
*shrugs* I had no way of knowing if that had happened here or what. I was just concerned, that's all.
I'm still here! I hope.. ;_; Oh, uhm~ Can you fill me in with what's happening in the RP? ^^"
Well my excuse is like totally opposite of popular's. School stopped for me ^^
But now that it's started up again, I can use their PCs and check the site more and contribute more. I can't/don't use my personal PC cause whenever I'm on there, I'm ususally playing FF XI. Great game, very addictiing though, oh and if any of you play on the carbuncle server send /tell to Xechs I'm usually always on past 5 central ^^
I'm beginning to sort through my friends list and commnities and stuff (I just realized I never posted in like half of them, so I'm doing a cut) And if things continue this way, I'm sorry to say I am considering leaving.
I don't want to, but like if it stays stagnant, I see no need to stay.
BTW - I'm still waiting on Squall to reply to Rinoa's last post.
I revamped the intro a little (mainly just spell checking errors -_-;) and was going to talk to you about it, but I never get to see you on AIM anymore. Prolly just miss you like I do Cat on FF XI, every time I sign on everyone says she just signed off... DAMN YOU SCHEDULE!! *shakes fist up in the air* But anywho, was going to send it you but I lost your email and I really don't want to protude your many accounts just to find it again. Also I thought that this way you'd be less confused knowing as who and why it was coming from. ^^
Re: quistis's email?
You can send it again, but I really wish you could break it down more, explain the details, etc.
As I read it, it was very vague and hard to read as well as understand.
From what I got, Quistis would have a price on her head. I doubt Quisty would like that idea.
I'll work on it some more and break it down some more and hopefully make it clearer for you to understand. I know I can read it and understand it just fine but I know what "I" mean and you obvliously couldn't ^^
ya someone just "code 9"ed me and said that that sounded really rude, I didn't mean it like that, so let me rephrase that, I know what I'm trying to say or explain so I understand that meaning but someone else from a different perspective shouldn't/couldn't/wouldn't truly understand what I was talking about. lol, ya usually half the time I dont' understand what I'm talking about.
..Maybe plan out your responses?
My first instinct from that last "reply" would be to henceforth e-mail you and 'explain' to you why exactly Quisty wouldn't like your marvelous little plan.
As an aftereffect, Quisty nor I will be making no efforts to even attempt to be in this plot unless apologized to, as, like you said, it was extremely rude and uncalled for. I didn't even understand what you meant in that extremely long-winded e-mail, and I'm still having a rather tough time trying to fit into ex-quisty's shoes.
Trying to do something that I don't understand doesn't help my condition, either.
Also, my comprehension of the idea was hindered by your explanation of it. A better, and shorter explanation would be nice. That is, if you're still wanting to do it, later.
Ok well first off, I'm sorry, truly I am. I didn't mean to offend you or upset you in any way, but it's quite evident that I have, so I'm sorry.
But I'd like to say I don't see how it's rude and/or uncalled for? I can understand how uterly confused could've been being not only new to the rp but having some guy patrol through your journals trying to find your email and start off with barely an introduction and straight into asking you for char feedback (which WAS very chaotic and long-winded) on a char you only barely know what's going on with so far. I can see, however, how finding your email by going through your many LJs could be extremely rude. But seriously why make them if you don't want ppl looking at them? And I'd like to say that I didn't read any of the posts, just went to the user's info pages looking for some kind of email to talk to you with.
I think my main problem is that I like to be frank and direct, I don't like beating around the bush to get an answer or responce out of someone through someone else. I guess that's very rude and so I apologize again, I'm sorry.
I hope I haven't made an enemy with you, though I can tell it'd be difficult to even begin to make a small friendship out of this now. This isn't the first time I've rubbed someone the wrong way here in trying to make an OC, so I guess I just don't either belong in the OC business or in this rp at all. Though I'd really like to stay and try to make this better, I'll leave it entirly up to you. If you want me to leave then I'll tell popular to find someone else to take seph (the only person I have so far) or I'll try to find a replacement for me. So if you think I don't deserve a third (or maybe a fourth, I've lost count) chance then I'll gladly leave, but if you would like to take this bag of ugly snakes and lay them out straight then even better. And again I didn't mean to upset you or anyone in any way, so whatever you decide I really mean that I'm sorry.
PS: sry for another long winded rambling
Firstly, I'm not the Mod. I can't make that decision. I wouldn't want to anyway, seeing as I have no control over the game, other than what my characters do.
Secondly, what was rude and uncalled for was your response. I TRIED to understand your long-winded concept and couldn't make heads or tails of it.
Thirdly, if you had to find my e-mail, could you not have looked in the OOC board and found my application? My AIM should have been in there also.
I make the journals for people to look at them. And I use them for character analysis/role-playing revision. I don't see how my journals have anything to do with this. If you wanted to find me, all you had to do was ASK. Did that not occur to you?
I'm through with this.
Well I did go to your application thing looking for it there and didn't see it. All I seen was your AIM and I had had it from popular a few days or weeks earlier. I'd first wanted to talk to you on AIM but I was never on when you were. And I just checked out you application thing now and, lol, it has your email like four times written on there. I must've been either extremely tired or blind that night.
And I keep reading my response over and over and I'm sorry I still can't see how it's rude. But the best I can come up with is that what I'm saying and what I'm meaning to say are prolly completely didn't things.
And lastly I'm not saying kick me out, I'll leave voluntarily . Cause I keep getting the impression that I don't realy belong here. But I like this rp and I'd like to stay. But if I'm causing too much conflict I'll be happy to leave.
I don't honestly care, frankly.
Our characters don't interact. That's fine by me.
I CAN understand your plot, or at least the basic sketch of what it's trying to get across..
But I don't think my characters will like being in it. It's.. interesting to say the least, while being lengthy.
In any case, it doesn't matter.
Well that's why I wanted to make a new char, cause Sephiroth only interacts with crystal so far. And we are set to meet eventually as he has orders from Demetra to kill Quistis, but all it takes is another meeting and he's out of the only job he has so far, which if I was Demetra I'd have fired him long ago. All he does is sit around and piss her off ^^
But anyway, I can either find another way to introduce him or just scrap this OC too. I'm sorry to have bothered you so much about it.